29.05.2009
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The end of the year, military to receive parcel that Nanchang mail while being happy, soup product handwriting of official, only 4 words: Happy birthday.
Long and thin gold hand chain, wrap up inside the pile toy, military and happy hands tremble a little. It is before a few days, she saw the hand chain of this fund on the net, told him in pleasant surprise.
She phone, call, come, express company, retreat, go back hand chain.
Send for the blank sheet of paper, think for quite a while, thought suddenly that felt sad, write several words hurriedly: Go here.
One
Jinan for May, breath for spring dissipate yet, military to sit in classroom watching outside window in full bloom flowering of Chinese scholartree while being happy. Had palpitation suddenly, because the soup product official passed there. The normal student graduating soon, wear the white shirt, wear the sports shoes, slightly have shy expressions, it is a military and happy teacher.
From college entrance examination being will it be 14 day half a year, from last week looking at each other, having zero two hours for seven days suddenly, it is 45 steps and a posture stolen a glance at from his office. fashionlife99Bored stiff data, military to get then passionate while being happy.
She goodlooking girl too, a little bit thicker suspender skirt, buy pale shirt even, buckle button tight on purpose too, for and alike in he. Then, someone says, military and happy, you see the clothes of you and Mr. Tang are put like the lover more.
Military and happy to smile at the heart, some feel that joined joining, will spurt out soon, she writes that letter. It is also the little shy girl's method, the letter has been written, has reached the post office directly, then, write his address with the left hand.
Tang PinChen, accept.
After the two day, he call military and military to turn round while being light while being happy happy in corridor gentle, his sight but some dodged, say, you come over.
In the office, it is military to hold, get off while being happy for him to let. The smile begins to become calm, military and happy, did you know which school the teacher is in to graduate from? Beijing Normal University, the sweet-scented osmanthus there is very beautiful, very fragrant.
Then, he is just as recalling a passing old man suddenly, look at outside the window, say, I hope my students can come into Beijing Normal University too, there is really very beautiful.
Military and happy heart, becomes calm too slowly.
Military and happy life is messy, the posture of her study, let people think that is risking one's life.
Just the thing is unexpected forever, Beijing Normal University has not opened the gate wide to her, though one institute of the North give military to send the admission notice while being happy.
Part in sight, he pass military happy one handwritten letter finally, he write at letter, it is beautiful that there is everywhere, your years are very wonderful, go ahead, life is wider and wider.
Just, he has not mentioned at all that military and happy that has been fermented for a long time, the full paper has been happy letters explained. Wu Yue wanted to ask, but attention just rotated, saw him see the calm expression in one's eyes to oneself, has said with a smile, good-bye.
Good-bye, it is the mild and indirect diction meeting each other again, or does the happiness disappearing again bid farewell?
Two
It is exactly winter at time of study of this city that Tang PinChen comes, there is thick snow by the street.
When meet, food is the hot pot, in Yin Yun, see not very clear the other side's face. Hear and come the sound from the dim smog, do university students live not badly?
Aching in the military happy heart, finally, Beijing Normal University still lies across the heart, just she does not hope he sees, do not want to make him sad because of failing in his ideal still more. Then, she answers happily, OK, it is very good.
Oh. Your personality is not a lonely person, you will get to know a lot of people in the university, join more corporations.
Look, look like more elders. Disappointed and indistinct in the military happy heart.
He has inserted the mutton warmly, sends to her dish. Then military to take, think, on the chopsticks this, must have his countless breath greedy while being happy, having eaten in by oneself, many his breath in the body. But only breath is still not enough, she stopped the chopsticks suddenly, said toweringly, I remembered the letter which I wrote to you that year.
Fire gradually getting little, finally see smiling face of him clearly, smile very calm, say, mention what thing those make? The youth is young.
Though still unreconciled eventually, think this refuse very much obvious while being happy while being military very. While changing a question and asking, has even called and changed, Mr. Tang, are my clothes beautiful?
He nods, beautiful, very suitable for you.
Military and happy to suddenly think that feels sad.
His letter, does not see one for one or two months. It alleges to be busy, have no way, life quiet fortunately, regard as a little beautiful too.
Say in writing back, that is all right, is not it the best that life is quiet if military and happy?
Keep sustaining until and graduate. Military to become this department only odd person while being happy, she have love, to to chase and scorns to take even a glance at boys. Write very long letter, but the one that send, are all short.
She tells him in the letter, wants Jinan back, parents are old, come back to their side.
He has had no letter in reply for a long time.
Get off the next day, military to appear it into the campus while being happy. Under the green shade, thought arose suddenly, spent the remaining years till death with him for all one's life in this campus by oneself, what a happy thing it is.
Nearly too impatient to wait, go to the grade that he belongs to, ask about his whereabouts. No longer sound out, those some self-respect can be nothing, intact, want him for an answer.
But he will not work here.
Military and happy to find one's own and former form master, the form master tells her mildly and indirectly, have done illegal fund-raising in the school, and he refuses to pay the money, and expose this to the bureau of education. The former headmaster flies into a rage from shame, force him to resign, he has gone to the native place of Nanchang, then left an address, there is not a message again. Military and happy to want the address, begin to consider and write a letter.
Three
He has never had a message, the military and happy letter is from three days to ten days, reach for one more month, time is getting out of practice. Or the address is wrong, and then see that address, it is a name of a factory, having also written with another person and accepted and looked around, this winding experience, it is impossible to hint all sorts of between two persons having no chance even more.
The work is getting stable, but date. Military and happy to begin to blindly date, this form was made by parents, she can not break. Running into very similar boyfriend with him, Wu Yue thinks, begin the contacts. But the letter given to soup product official can not still be broken, one for two months.
Sometimes think too, he love one's own one at all, if otherwise, why are there so many chances without explaining?
Discuss wedding theory marry, begin, prevail mobile phone, network. Time is regenerating, Wu Yue does not think there is his news for a long time, this person must disappear from life.
But has not expected, he will call.
Thought it was a customer, had run, does not care about in the least, how do you do.
Hello. It is in telephone voice of him, change at alling, the sound, it is the military to imagine happily countless all over, have never expected that has really appeared. He says, I am a soup product official. Military and happy unexpectedly a word can not even be spoken out.
One's own life getting quiet portrait happy stone most at that time, in course of transferred and promotedding husband, the son was borned for half a year, had just bought the house.
Is Wu Yue thinking, felt sad suddenly, says unthinkingly, why did not you phone until now? Then, she feels silence in microphones, later on he says, I am sorry.
To exchange on the net is finally more convenient than the letter.
He makes in Nanchang very largely, has opened a company. It is military to say experience that oneself fights while being happy for him to give. Military and happy to suddenly realize that one's own dream, is watching over him, with that quiet Chinese scholartree of the school, spend the remaining years till death for all one's life.
Do you love me? The question through brain, seem it was several finger those that oneself type that ask almost.
He answers, loves. However, opportunities of the love are all wrong, I can't before your college entrance examination, I could not bear after your abundant university life is at the beginning, you I dare involve when it is determined to go back to Jinan, in addition, you is in give letter that I write I how interrupt mention one's own life, later? Love man, put love and her there, itself is a kind of happiness, I can not bear to destroy, I can't destroy either. So, I want you to forgive the happiness that I do not alarm you, I can't alarm either.
Military and happy to close eyes, resisted when the tears will gush out, then laid two words: Thanks.
Four
The fourth day when the hand chain retreats back, he received, while chatting, send a smiling face, then say, go here.
Military and happy to just wash the good tea holding, a burst of secret anguish in the heart, can ache, she understands too, they have only such a way, so go here, those one " good-bye" many years ago Blew against one's face, was taking a walk, understood suddenly what it is about love.
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The life is beautiful because of tempering
The life is beautiful because of tempering
In all fairness, no one hopes one's own life often stands the trial --The experience and tempering of the tormenting type, even if is really the beauty increasing people, no one will hail and say too: "Ah, how I like the experience and tempering of the tormenting type. " People always yearn for the smooth and safe one. However, unfortunately, the ones that tormented to the life were attacked, is not based on people's subjective hope, no matter people like it or not, it sticks to one's old way by all means, even will impose one's will on others sometimes, who endure where it will be it?
Since it is so, why do not people allow oneself to bestir oneself to meet this challenge? Why can't people change it moist one's own beauty of making a certain nutrient? People avoid the trial, because does not want to stand it, when avoiding, people say again, it was with the life beautiful to temper originally, both sides were all reasonable.
Avoid, it torments to be best choice of life, avoid, turn on, let, torment, become, help beautiful nutrient for life, this is also the best choice of a life. Thus for this also is for choices best of life,because people, in falling into enter when not tormenting, more than one choices which he faces, for example painful, deeply worried and failing in love, vast and hazy, at a loss what to do or collapse after a single setback, and these choices, none has positive properties, is all to depression and decadence in life. Compared with choice these, choose, let, torment, become, help beautiful nutrient for life only, can be regarded as the best just now.
The life is beautiful because of tempering, the key lies in people are to tempering angle and depth knowing. Should say, temper itself have beautiful function for life, if because of knowing the reason to have, let the trial uglify oneself instead, this has a little taste that disasters pile up on one another, except cause tempered, no one have to blame you. In view of the above-mentioned reasons, so does not say either whose life can all grow the one beautiful because of tempering, it is many too to grow the ugly ones.
The life is beautiful because of tempering, not merely because the life needs growing up in tempering, mainly lie in, temper the can't avoid ing to the life. Among the crowds, the material desire flows over, and direction and efforts are not the same, who when and where is material got to create one and come to one's own torment? Unexpectedly must with,the getting more downhearted with wanting make oneself unable to collapse after a single setback also, in this way, with effort, make it turn one's own useful energy into, become whom people does not select select. The trial at this time has already changed and helped the beautiful ladder, is full of thistles and thorns by the ladder for life, but try in the ladder best in the place, full of flowers, pass by thistles and thorns calmly, must place oneself in the midst of another world of valueing.
The life is beautiful because of tempering, also lie in it makes life reap a certain negative experience that can not be bought either with the money. The experience in life, front is in the majority, the teaching of life, the kindhearted one is in the majority, these things, can't form the test to life, only torment and possess this kind of evil quality. Saying say " pigsty difficult to raise winged steed, it is difficult for flowerpot not to impose loose ten thousand years " ? Why is the such one? Because it lacks chance tested. Not only this, other things in life are the same too, all persons who have not accepted the test, it is very difficult for you to affirm whether it is intactly and beautifully. And this kind of test, whose test question that appears in a planned way it is not, it lies across in front of people by chance but rightly, make people make no adequate defense. Because properties happens suddenly in this kind of it, its is very ample in the meaning that people tested. Through some struggle trial this, it is decadent for people to have, spirit instead, such a life move towards beautiful where does it move towards still?
No doubt, it is with ugly life too to temper. Life is originally a little beautiful too, after the curriculum vitae of the tormenting type for several times, but has not made it ripe and beautiful, it is painful, vast and hazy and not knowing which way to go to make it full of instead, even overcautious and indecisive, overcautious, have no will of one's own, there are not some raised angle tempers, is this a little ugly? '
To these people, all trials can't be called the trial, but the disaster. In a word, so long as there are setbacks and feel a pain, has not been not so good as facing the body with the disaster, what feel restless, have ants in one's pants, know bad smell,etc. by food, these things which consume mood all come. So life, let how about move towards being beautiful of the ruins it? One heart take disaster two word already, realize it to be enough, may let him tell heart come, take aim beauty behind the disaster? So-called disaster, its make people can't bear, stand already, so as one more kind of psychology mood strengthen its injury to people by itself, is not this enabling and bludgeoning lamely? Life is difficult to be beautiful, whether destined by oneself like this?
To the feeling tempered like this, totally unnecessary in fact.
Even so, if you are unable to enable and torment changing to help in the ladder of the beautiful life, shouldn't also make it become and do the door of the disaster of the life. Between beauty and disaster, how keeping the attitude of a neutrality? How treating it with psychology not mattering? Do it in this way, the life will not present the passive phenomenon at least, non- passive to prove that there is a positive factor among them? This far than temper understanding to regard as disaster to be method of thing much more optimistic. fashionlife99
At some time, perhaps than the material wealth the spiritual wealth of life seems more important, neglect that people are should not be right. The acquisition of the spiritual wealth, there are a lot of methods, and is standing the trial constantly, it is its method, or one of the most important methods. And beauty for life or not, it can sees to be spiritual wealth number of him at first, but not according to the number of his material wealth. The life is beautiful because of tempering, U.S.A. is beautiful here.
Right, people always hope to be smooth with safety, the experience and tempering of the tormenting type that no one wants. But it does not have without coming, as the passive persons who bear, do not think of this compromise, then, take out your intelligence, turn the foul and rotten into the rare and ethereal, will move towards because of this being beautiful in life, though this belongs to the properties forced, it is better than to do nothing. Score a lucky hit, also precious.
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